guh help me I'm drowning

IN POSSIBILITIES

so, I've started unsuccessfully poking around for internships and somehow it JUST hit me- I'm still technically a citizen of England too. I'm not sure if that became neutral last year when I turned 18 or what but like...from what i'm seeing, the queen doesn't even allow you to get rid of your british citizenship ever. SO.

theoretically.

if the citizenship is dormant, and I renew it....INTERNSHIP IN ENGLAND?! MAYBE? I hope so because everything here is unpaid and far away. and I want 3 internships before senior year.
LET'S DO THIS
ugh I need to read up on this incredibly dry citizenship stuff...
like..."A British citizen has the right of abode in the United Kingdom and may return and resume residence in Britain at any time, regardless of being a dual national, provided that he has not made a formal declaration of renunciation of British citizenship as described in paragraph one above". Is that me?!


so I haven't drawn anything of note this week, because of work overload- i plan to remedy this tonight I guess BD


I could go for some chocolate covered marshmallows on a stick or a caramel apple or something (...why do I suggest these things to myself jeex)

DID EVERYONE HAVE A FABULOUS HALLOWEEN!?
I know I did...and gained like 5 lbs in candy/cake weight ` u '
my Halloween costume is under the cut as alwayssss

onto a more serious topic, this week is really no fun. so busy, not even going to bother listing all the crap going on!

also I thing something might be wrong with me or my diet or something. I can't stay asleep past 7/8 AM anymore, even if I go to bed around 1. Today I woke up at 6:20. ...no. I NEED THAT SLEEP
I need 8 hours or I look dead arghhh maybe I don't need that much and my body's trying to tell me? Then why are my eyes so shrimpy and purple when I wake up? rrajfdkjdjf I also woke up with a painful knot like stomach ache. yeeekkkyiiiaaa

( my costume! )

I forgot to actually write an entry. I try to stay at school 2 weeks at a time usually.

the second week, I'm clawing at the walls wanting to go home and eat some real homecooked food hahahah
I MISS MOM'S COOKING B\ I'm making some acorn squash now but...I just...want some chicken. (I'm a wimp and lazy when it comes to making chicken or fish)

so anyways, midterms are in full swing and ughh I'm ready for a vacation!
this weekend is HOWL O SCREAM with my bro and roomie, and sushi AND korean cuisine mmm ALL IN THE SAME DAY ughh cannot wait.
It's gonna clean out my budget until next paycheck though B\


buuuutttt I GOT A SECOND JOB. It's at the school's downtown gallery. Only 4 hours a week but hey that brings me right up to the 20 hour maximum for school. next week my second job starts, sweet sweet.




can't wait.

( not much art )